It first showed off when I was working in a bar, my bipolarity came back and forth, and one day, suddently, the tension rose up and people told me "your mood swings are not normal"
It's not that I really like this, but I want my parents to have some knowledge about my situation.
They would be disappointed to be told things they cannot understand…
Ahhh, when I leave the hospital I get lost.
And sometimes the doctor doesn’t authorize me to go out.
Because my parents and brothers and sisters doesn’t give their necessary approbation…
I have been hospitalized 4 times. (When was the first time?) I don't exactly remember, but maybe in my twenties. I first try to find by myself in books, but when I understood it was a disease, my parents didn't seem to really understand...
When I am with a lot of people I am mocked, told that “you should go to a hospital”, and because I stopped university halfway, I didn’t have the opportunity to really choose my job…
I understood I was like this when I was studying at university. I was hospitalized during my 2nd, 3rd grade.
I went back to society once but I kept repeating relapses, until now.
In our days, I think that people who don’t suffer from mental pain are strange. I want to live as an artist and plenty face my Schizophrenia.